Hmm, Its been what? 3 years?

Right, so its actually BEEN 3 years since my last post!

Never actually thought I'd be looking back on this and laughing to myself a lil. I have to admit though, the situation seemed entirely and wholeheartedly serious to me at the time!

So anyway, I was forced, coerced rather, by a certain few friends, into taking a look at this again! I therefore thought it'd be a good idea to finish it off with maybe one final post ya know, since it kinda died off hanging with the last one.

So, its been 3 years...I'm in uni now... and loads of things have happened since then. Ironic how I was dreaming of uni when I started this blog and now dreading it at its end. Oh well, I guess it was all good fun in any case! No use worrying about it now.

I'm gonna keep this post a short one...in light of the fact that almost no one will revisit a dead blog anyway. So to those of you who still are, for whatever reason, whether to torment me or embarrass me, STOP IT! hahaha jokes brutha...

A Wonderful Outing...

Lol... it was originally planned that we go out with cheryl, nickq and so on today, but unfortunately plans changed and the whole damn thing got cancelled....

Hahaha luckily for me however...i got to go out with a certain person!(Loads of thanks to lynnie on this one) : )

Anyway, i had LOADS of fun today and im glad i had the chance to do this....hahahaha...I even got to be a kid again! woohoo! hahaha....i hope she had fun tooo.....hmm anyway i look forward to the next time ill be able to do this again!! weeeeee

Feelings....

Feelings...like to play with you dont they.....I mean they make u feel great at times...but at others....its like they launch you 1000 feet into the air and slam you right back down again. Hahaha...how should i say this....

Well i suppose what i am trying to say is that feelings can be terrible at times...its like this long and lonely road... that u will always have to traverse alone...nobody will be there to help you...and at the same time...even you couldnt help yourself....

Well at most times...they make you feel like you are on top of the world!!! Hahaha they make u notice the good stuff, the birds, the bees hahaha and so on.....God..where am i going with this....hahaha

Love..

Hahahaha alot of my friends have been very interested about this mystery girl whos supposedly erms...changed me for the better so to speak. Hahah i thank u all for ur support and encouragement.

Well i was reading through one of the comments the other day...and i came across this person who said "I know hu it is, its oni been what 5 days yer bugger...i dont call that love". Hahaha as i have expected that there would be comments such as these.. therefore i can only beg of all of you to try and understand what i am saying....I am not saying that "oooo that chick at the party was hot...i wanna get with her....hmm maybe ill make it romantic and call it love..."

I honestly do feel very different about it this time...and i can only say that time will reveal all...and as for my dear friend who made that comment...i would like to know ur definition of love...please do enlighten me....i am very interested to know what u think of it....because by saying love do u mean that one has to know or like someone for a very long period of time? and by only doing that u can claim that you love someone? ahahaha this is gonna be interesting...

Another day...

Sigh...well today was really just like most....went to school, got tired as f***. However softball and rugby was fun...and i am looking forward to games carnival....BUT WHY DO THEY HAVE TO HAVE THE MONTHLY TESTS BEFORE IT! mean buggers....well as for the mystery girl situation...some ppl have already guessed who she is....but hahah im still trying to keep them in doubt....hahha i had a good talk with her good friend too...hahah and i wanna say thx alot for keeping me so as to speak 'informed'!! anyways...laterzzzzz

The 1st day....

Sigh....today is supposed to be a day like any other....but it felt different...kinda like how a first day of school is.

Today was the first day of school i had...with her in my mind...and as always, i couldnt stop thinking of her, and with my pesky friends running around asking me about her, that didnt really help me in my efforts to concentrate in class.

Not being able to take it any longer...I jumped for joy when the bell rang, and i was on my way home...hahaha i immediately smsed her and thankfully she replied....but! im still waiting in anticipation for her next reply....which seems to be taking awhile.

Anyway, i wonder what tomorrow will be like, hahaha will i be in school everyday longing for the bell to ring so that i can talk to her again? sighhhh lets see....

I'm going crazy...

Oh my god... I just posted about this topic and since then i still havent stopped thinking about her, hahah this sounds melodramatic..i know, but its true, when i sms her i long to see her name popping up on the phone, i mean im practically waiting in suspense every single time i wait for her reply.

And when her reply DOES come(and sometimes it can take quite long at that) its like the whole world brightens up and haha its back to waiting again. Sigh have i really fallen in love, is it just infatuation(as SOMEONE puts it). Anyway, i really do hope that in time, she sees that im serious, and im not just taking it as some fling.....

Love...

Ahhh, its been a long time since my last post, well, better late then never.

Hehehe, love is an amazing thingi isnt it, one moment you can be completely oblivious of it, and the next, you can find it everywhere and anywhere you look.

I recently went to a friends birthday, and i met a girl whom i found myself quite compatible with. Even though at first I didnt realise it, I began to constantly think about her, and eventually i couldnt get her off my mind.

And as I'm sure you all know, it is very normal for teenagers to have a certain feeling for a certain him or her after a party, but this time, for me, it feels different.

It may be the beginning of something for me, but you can never really tell can you, hahaha and well i have expressed my feelings towards her to a certain extent, but I think i am gonna need more time to actually figure this out......